and I have been married for 10 yrs this September 5th 2002.
To a wonderful man who I consider my soul mate.
We had been married 5 years when I found out
that I have PCOS(Polycysic Ovary Syndrome)
We went through treatment with clomid and nothing seemed to work.
So we just put things out of our mind and what will be will be
After 8 years of marriage My mother wanted me to go see her Dr
She made a appointment and I went and she put me back on clomid
I didnt think it would work since it never did before
So I just took each day as they went
and decide to take a hpt to see if it
worked 2 months later after the medication.
Well I finally took the test and it came up Postive
I couldnt believe it I was crying,and shaking just so excited.
I called my husband he was at work,
His cell phone had so much static from where he was at.
I told him I just took a hpt and it was postive
He couldnt understand me from the static
and me crying so loudly of happy tears
that he thought our dog Taz got hit by a car
or something and rushed home
I took 2 more hpt and all three showed postive
so I went off the next day to get a blood test done
To get the ball rolling on the prenantal care
I was so excitied I just couldnt believe it, It finally happened
All my dreams seemed to be coming true
Or were they?
My first appointment was a routine appt. a basicly get to know the Dr
The second visit we found out I was further along
They expected I was 2 1/2 months along
2 weeks later I was following my husband to work
We had a appt. in town that we both had to be together for.
Soon as we got to his job site ( he builds houses)
I felt like my water broke, I looked it was blood
He was talking to the home owner and I had to rush him along
I said we have to go NOW !!! He said Whats wrong
I told him and we went to my mothers house
who leave close to where we were at
We called my Dr and she said come on in to be checked out
When we finally got to see herShe checked for the heart beat
She said that sounds fine and she decide to do a ultra sound
to make sure everything was ok.
She said she doesnt see any reason why and told me to get bed
rest and dont do anything for a while and she wanted to see me once a week
Two weeks later after much bedrest I finally stopped bleeding
Everything seemed to be going great I started showing and I loved every minute of it
I had to go back for another Drs visit a every 2 week thing now
This visit went well but she asked me question
She asked me since I would be 35 when I had my baby
would I want to do a amnio if they saw any slight sign of something wrong
I said NO !!! I didnt want one I wanted my baby
We have waited for this child for a long time
She noted that in my chart and said I shouldnt worry about it
It was a normal question she asks when a mother is 35 or older
She did ask me to see a gentic concelor/Dr
to make sure things went smooth and all is ok
She set the appt up and we went and we
got to see a good view of the baby this time
The Gentic Dr wanted me to come back in about 22 weeks
along to check more of the babys organs for size
He said it looks great and we left
happly knowing everything was going to be ok
When I turned 22 weeks along we got to go see the Dr again
We were hoping to find out if it was a boy or a girl
I always wanted to know things before if I could
We found out we were having a girl the technition said
We were thrilled we couldnt believe we were having a daughter
She said I have to go get the dr to
verify all this so i could be able to go
So we had to wait till he came in to scan me again
I though I would see the same gentic Dr I saw before but I didnt
I never seen this Dr before
He looked at the ultrasound and said he sees a cysic
We couldnt understand him for he was not from around here
and we all had a hard time understanding and the
technition tried to explan the best that she could
He keeps on telling us he needs to do a test on me to see if she had trisomy 18
because most babies who have Chorid plexus cysic have that also
He basicly forced us into doing a amnio that I had noted in my records I didnt want one
He said even the triple screen doesnt always detect this
And mine was good it was all negitave for anything
I just couldnt understand or get a grip on what was happening
I was crying shaking bascly a nerves wreck so was my husband
This dr just kept saying we have to do this or she is going to die
I finally gave in after all the stress of him and he did the amnio
it broke my water and I was addmitted into the hospital for 3 1/2 weeks
When i turn 25 weeks they took me down to
do another ultrasound to check fluid around Jennie
There was none. They said she has some put not as much as they had hoped for
That evening I started to get a fever and it rose to 104
They decide to induce me. While I was in labor they kept check for dialation
One dr said she felt a bag of fluid that need to be broke
Then the next thing I knew i was wheeled in to
the operating room for a emergency cesarian
I had my precious daughter at 4:55 am on Sept 19, 2000
When i finally woke up from the surgery I was in so much pain
More pain I ever had not knowing that in a few hours it would get even worse
We finally got to see Our precious Jennie
at 8:30 that moroning they came and got us
One of her lungs had callapsed and they were scared the other one would also
When I finally saw her she was so precious, So sweet, just like a little angel that she became
She weighed 1 lbs and 8 oz. and she was 12 1/2 inches long
She was a beautiful baby more than what i had imagened her to be
These 2 dolls are the same doll in the pics
I just retouched the colors of the purple one
We had a hard time finding anything to fit Jennie
So we went out to Walmart and looked at baby dolls that were about her size.
This is what we found twin dolls that have diffrent colored outfits on.
Jennie was burried in the purple one and I kept the one in pink for a keepsake
to remember how small my daughter was when she was born
This little doll we got for Jennie
This is her first doll and it was burried with her
along with other things she got from us.
I had to go by another one to have another keepsake
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